i had a bad day today

ppl were so critical today (4/26/07 at a morning taping of a new game show for GSN... actually it was jus a weird non-friendly day in general), but that was not the bad part (like who care about stupid opinions rt?) the worst part was that i was caught in one of those non-fighting fighter mode... it sucked cuz i was a space cadet and wasn't fully geared to defend myself... i'm telling u kids - don't be afraid to lose, but don't lose without a fight... blah blah blah... i'm sick and tired of doing reality TVs that's taking me nowhere in my career, fun and all and $$ sometimes, but the lack of direction in handling my personal stories is giving me a headache!!! i need a good project, an agent/manager! the word Managment doesn't sound all bad all the sudden... feel me? indeed, i lost my mojo... at least on this 1 day...

lyrics "And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on"

xoxo
@llenina